I often asked myself "Why am I doing this?". The best answer I found so far: because it creates a resonance within me. If this is not or no longer the case for you, don't worry! We all develop and change all the time. Store your equippment in a warm and dry place and try other things. If you find yourself not using it for year think about seeling it. Meanwhile try all sorts of things and find out what creates that resonance within you. I was very deep in motorcycling and made about 1/2 million km on bikes on 4 continents. My wife and me owned 7 bikes and 3 cars. North Cape, Alaska, New Zealand, Sahara dessert, .... Now I own one bike that I use for about 300km a year when my car needs service. Things that have been the center of your life my turn into something unimportant and vice versa. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that.
Edited by the Elf, 27 January 2019 - 10:58 AM.