I thought I should update all you good folks who've been helping me out. I wouldn't want you to think I'd thrown in the towel. No. No...
As I've tried to return my mirror to a good sphere I've had recurring TDE problems which I've had since I started polishing. Recently I got it to a TUE (which I've had twice in this adventure) with a hole in the centre. 60 minutes of COC polishing later, alternating TOT and MOT I had a TDE again, yet some of the central hole remained.
After that, figuring I had nothing to lose, I tested decanted red rouge without filtering it. After mixing it up with a drop of dishwashing liquid I poured off the top half three times, adding water for the second and third decant. The decanted slurry was a transparent, ever so slightly red liquid that I'd be tempted to drink if I were really thirsty. It was so thin the soap would likely put me off more than the rouge.
I polished with this thin slurry for an hour and I got about a 3/4" wide zone with no red laser scatter. Dark room. And I mean no scatter. I saw nothing. Zilch. Nada. Bupkis. So yet again, I proved to myself that it can be done: if I can get a zone "black polished" surely, with patience, I could get the entire mirror "black polished". As a bonus, hand polishing packs muscle on this skinny old man. But because I'm pretty much limited to polishing in the kitchen (while my wife is asleep... shhhh! ) it's hard to get enough hours in.
Recently, I learned that one of my clubs has a MOM in circulation, with a bit of a line-up for accessing it. I believe I might be able to use it within a few months - hopefully in the warm summer months in a club's "workshop" garage. Because of the aforementioned issues, and ultimately because the focal length got shorter and shorter as I ground and polished - down to f/7.8 from the f/8.6 I would very much prefer (for favoured 0.8mm exit pupils [I'm with Texereau on this] with my favourite planetary eyepieces - that I've been thinking about starting over, regrinding with the machine, polishing it mechanically for as long as is nessicary to achieve a deep, black polish, then hand figuring to a good parabola.
Hey, it's that or throwing in the towel and buying an 8"f/8.6 Fullum or Zambuto, and waiting, and waiting for these overworked masters to work their miracles in glass.
While I am sure their mirrors would deliver images to the eyepiece that would satisfy me - nay, thrill me - I would not enjoy the satisfaction that the mirror that made such images was made by me.
And after much navel gazing I concluded that the mirror and the telescope that would give me the most satisfaction is the telescope I had originally planned: a 200mm f/8.6 - full aperture, not masked; black polished, certainly not rough, and with a primary mirror made by me. Even if a mirror made by a true master of the craft had a slight edge that could be seen in a star test, if the in focus image was it's equal - I would be completely satisfied with the product of my labour of love.
I'm certainly not desperate to rush this scope to an arbitrary finish line - even though this mirror project is taking me much longer than I had expected. I have both smaller and a larger scopes to observe with. Very fine telescopes.
I've got a 12.5"f/5 truss scope with Normand Fullum optics. On the best nights the optics remind me of the R.F. Royce/Protostar quartz optics I used to enjoy before I (stupidly! stupidly!) sold the scope...
And my Parks/Protostar quartz grab 'n' go 6"f/8 punches way above it's weight. I mean, it's a freakin' ninja.
All I could ask for is just a little more aperture to bridge the gap between the 6" and the 12.5".... just enough to deliver an optimal 0.8mm exit pupil (I'm with Texereau on this) at around 250x, which is just about right for better than average nights on planets around here, on the north shore of Lake Ontario. ...with a few planet killing optimizations something like Ponz and the ALPO fellas discovered after decades of patient trial and error:
https://www.cloudyni...-machine/page-2
...an equatorial platform...
...and a primary mirror I've made myself that astonishes me... Planets. Doubles. The Moon and the Sun. And yea, I'd be very tempted to take a long drive to see what it can do under a really dark sky...
It's a high bar to clear, especially for a first mirror.
By the time it's finished it might be practically a third mirror: one mirror made three times!
Yet somehow, in spite of it's many ups and downs, advances and setbacks, the journey is almost as enjoyable as the destination.
After all, sometimes at the end of a very long drive to truly dark skies - it's cloudy.
I've learned to laugh at that. After all I'm an amateur astronomer. It's all about having fun.
The laugher sustains me; it brings me the joy I need to persevere, to try again and again until both my own ineptitude - and the most sadistic weather gods are overcome.
Then there you are, under a river of stars stretches across the sky from horizon to horizon. And the naked eye view is almost enough to make you cry. And the razor sharp views through the eyepiece take your breath away. And they are forever etched into your memory.
Yea... that's what I live for. That's what keeps me going.
And going, and going...
Clear, steady skies!
Clay